Feeling a little better recently and I think it's something to do with a spot of music threapy I indulged in the last couple of days.
I think at first it was more of a wallow that turned into a bit of self-reflection and then I found myself accpeting a few things that had been worrying me.
So in case you find yourself in a similer postion here a few songs I listened to that just helped me out a bit:
James- Were going to miss you when your gone
The Charlatans- A Man needs to be Told
Ugly Kid Joe- 12 Cents
James- Run Aground
Yes only foure songs but four songs that helped me out,if you aren't sure of the bands or not familer as to how to get to listen to them off the net just leave a comment with a request for a C.D and I can send you these songs along with a number of others that have had the same effect on me.
Oh and I talked to a friend about things and that helped to,don't ever undervalue friends they really will help you through a lot of darkness.